Niamh McKevitt: from both sides of the ball

I was given the opportunity by Soccerella* to interview Niamh McKevitt - a 16 year old girl who's just published her first book Playing with the boys. She details her incredible and often amusing journey growing up as the sole girl playing in a boys league...here's what we discussed.

Ask Niamh (pronounced “Nieve”) how she ended up with the boys, and she will tell you it was never a choice between boys or girls, but rather the desire “to be playing at the highest standard I could”, and make the next “step up” in the game.  While this has recently led her to shift her attentions to the highest ranks of the women’s game, joining Huddersfield Town in the FA WPL North (a feeder league to WSL2), she spent the first part of her football career competing in the top division of her local boys junior league.  Here, despite some initial apprehension from her new teammates, she quickly found herself accepted as her talent at left-back became apparent: “the boys wanted you in the team, regardless of whether you were a boy or girl”.

As she developed, Niamh did occasionally experience girl’s football, especially as she approached the FA’s cut-off ages for mixed teams.  Happily for Niamh, these were continually reviewed and shifted throughout her career and, as of the current season, mixed teams are allowed until the age of 18.  Given her experience in both environments, Niamh is well-placed to highlight some of the differences between the relative styles of boys and girls football.  One of the clearest contrasts was in training – while girls treated training as a chance to develop, “for the boys, it may as well have been the FA Cup Final”, such was their competitive nature.  On the flip side, Niamh highlights the greater emphasis on technique and tactics in the girl’s game, praising the high level of coaching (typically with coaches near UEFA B standard) that she had at spells with Derby County and Sheffield United. 

In her eyes, both sides could learn from one another.  She agrees with the assessment of Faye White, her role model and ex-England captain, who once said “you can tell which girls have played mixed football, as there is more desire” – having seen her own role transform from being one of the quieter members on the pitch in the boy’s game to being “one of the mouthiest girls on the team”; to both teammates and referees alike!  Yet, by her own admission, at full-back she is a stopper, and doesn’t see herself playing with the finesse shown by some of her peers in the women’s game.  Ultimately, Niamh thinks that both approaches carry their virtues and (in case the FA is reading!) argues greater integration between boys and girls at younger ages could encourage this balanced development.

Changing perceptions

When asked about the current state of women’s football, Niamh is confident that perceptions of the game are heading in the right direction, especially following this summer’s FIFA Women’s World Cup.  For her, “people want to support a team that’s doing well and they want to support England – and if they want to get both of these things, then that’s the England Women’s team”.

The recent tournament brought unprecedented success and attention to an English team, who, going into the tournament, were somewhat of an underdog. And, after a heart-breaking semi-final, the Lionnesses even overcame the curse of the Germans, with Fara Williams scoring from the spot in extra time to earn England the bronze medal.  From heartbreak to triumph; the women’s team made history and put women in football right where it should be – in the spotlight.  The team returned home as heroes and role models to both girls and boys around the country and Niamh saw the shifts in perceptions first-hand.  Firstly, she was bemused by the boys at school now asking her all about the players (not least Lucy Bronze after her stunning goal vs. Norway), but admits that she’d been trying for years to get them interested beforehand!  She also sees that “young girls are [being] inspired, they see it’s something women can do and that it is a women’s sport”.  In the media as well, it appears that the sport, so often male-dominated, is finally starting to get the recognition it deserves, a stepping stone in the right direction for our national sport.   

What’s still needed?

However, Niamh still believes that more can be done to maintain and build on the new interest levels of women’s football.  She thinks that newspapers and other media channels continue to underestimate the potential interest in the game: “they think there is no want for content, but there is pent up desire, just no outlet for it”.  As for the Women’s Super League, she believes more can still be done to improve the accessibility of the product – firstly, with advertising the current matches and then with adapting the schedule to become more consistent, with fewer weekends off and reducing the mid-season break.  But she recognises its potential, noting that “what will determine how much the sport grows is the WSL and the European leagues, how well they are publicised and our future successes at World Cups.”

Niamh also thinks the success will be driven to an extent by the league’s ability to generate world-class, superstar players – those such as Alex Morgan today, and Mia Hamm for past generations.  She recognises the success that FIFA has made with this on the men’s side and sees it as a channel to grow the women’s game globally, both commercially and to encourage fresh participation.  So, who are Niamh’s big three Lionnesses?  After some reflection, she decides on Jill Scott, Fara Williams and Casey Stoney today, but also recognises the impact that Kelly Smith and Faye White had on her career, admitting that she idolised the pair since Primary School, where she used to write biographies of them.

What does the future hold… and a trip down memory lane

In 2012, Niamh hypothesised that she would “never play professionally in front of 50,000 people” – but is she now reconsidering this?  While admitting the future is bright for the sport, and particularly the WSL, Niamh says she hasn’t yet given much thought to a possible career in football.  For now, her attentions are set on developing her game with Huddersfield Town, earning a scholarship to play college soccer in the US and, let’s not forget, celebrating the publishing of her first book at the tender age of 16!

As we conclude, we asked Niamh for a few of her best memories with the boys.  Firstly, she told us about scoring a rare goal to complete a hard-fought 3-3 comeback in the cup quarter-final – and the resulting awkward moment as the boys considered a massive hug before resorting to a more conservative high-five (although we suggested the bowling ball celebration may have been a better compromise…).  And then there are great moments that you can only get by being a girl in a boy’s game.  In a tale from tour, Niamh chuckles as she recounts her colourfully-worded suggestion to a poor lad, having just dived in front of her that he might want to get up...  “I didn’t realise it at the time, but it was right in front of all the watching teams… let’s just say, he won’t be diving again any time soon!”

*Soccerella is a store dedicated to women's football in the UK. Niamh's book is available online here: http://soccerel.la/

These girls can - British women with the backing of a nation

There hasn't been a better time to write about women in sport and the change in attitude that is stemming from their feats on the field. In this past week, women have shown exactly what sport should be about; passion, courage and determination. From the pristine lawns of Wimbledon to the astro turfs of Canada, British women have been displaying sporting greatness and proving they can battle it out on a World stage. With increasing media coverage of female sports we have been able to witness this greatness, and with this comes a change in the thoughts, opinions and attitudes of the general population – a change for the better.

From Heather Watson; the British number one tennis player nearly knocking the World number 1; Serena Williams, out of Wimbledon, to the English Women's football team, reaching the semi-finals of the football world cup for the first time in FIFA history, the Brits are leading the way and with the backing of a whole Nation.

The history of women in sport is somewhat ridiculous. For a period of time in athletics, women were banned from running distances further than 800m as it was seen as detrimental to health, particularly childbirth. Women’s football was banned for 50 years by the FA until the realisation that it was considered unsuitable for a women’s physical frame was based on misconception not fact, and was subsequently re-introduced in the 1970s. One of the most recent changes in sport was the inclusion of women’s boxing at the 2012 Olympics, and aren’t Team GB grateful – Nicola Adams taking the first ever Olympic gold seemed fitting for the host nation. Women in sport are starting to be taken more seriously. There are still discrepancies between the men and women in certain sports, with financial backing perhaps being the most outrageous difference. Yet this is beginning to change, and so it should. For the first time ever, in 2007, Wimbledon introduced equal prize money for men and women – a change in fortune but more so a change in attitude.

Heather Watson ranked world number 59 and the last surviving UK woman in the Wimbledon 2015 draw, was to take on the world number 1 and potentially the best woman player tennis has ever seen – Serena Williams. The pre-match feature included that of a 12 year old Heather Watson interviewed in her Guernsey home, explaining how her role models in the sport included the likes of the player she was about to step on court with. The younger Watson went on to say how she hoped that one day, she would be a role model for other girls; well that she is. A nervy first set from Watson finished 6-2 to Williams; it was time for the crowd to get behind Watson and for Watson to start believing in herself. As errors started to creep into Williams’s game and as Watson’s shaky start began to diminish, comeback started to occur and the belief that Watson could potentially win this second set was more than a likely outcome. Second set: 6-4 to Watson and momentum firmly in her hands. Unbelievably, Watson had two early breaks and was 3-0 up in the third and final set. Yet when you are the best in your sport and you are expected to win, you don’t bow out easily. Williams is not a 20 Grand Slam winner for nothing and as the pendulum swung, she was right back in it at 4-4. The pair were somewhat inseparable at the end of this set and at 5-4 to Watson she needed two points to seal the win of a lifetime. Williams, verbally fighting with all that she had left, broke back and as Hawk-Eye showed that Watson’s ball was out - game, set and match went to the expected pre-match champion. A hard loss to swallow for Watson, but positives to take from it. She’d competed with the best, displayed skill and finesse of the finest and shown mental strength and a performance to be proud of. Her loss here can only catapult her into future sporting greatness and at the age of 23, Watson should be an inspiration to us all. She had the hopes of a nation on her shoulders on the biggest stage in tennis and despite the loss; she’s won the hearts and attention of a nation and shown that if you try hard enough, you can accomplish nearly anything.

Across the pond, another group of women were doing the same. The FIFA Women’s World Cup began in 1991 occurring every four years. England have reached the quarter final stage three times and went into the 2015 tournament as the underdogs of the competition. Once past an impressive group stage, other teams started to notice England, their adaptable line-ups and tactical set-ups that were ensuring the team came out on top. For the first time in FIFA World Cup history, England reached the semi-finals to play Japan – the current World Cup holders. With the tournament being held in Canada, it meant a late night for the English fans, with kick-off at 00:00 BST. The Lionessess wanted a nation behind them, and that is what they got. There was little to distinguish between the two teams and with a penalty at each end during the 90 minutes, every pass, every tackle meant it remained a level playing field. So there I found myself at 1:45am... expecting to stay up into extra-time, until the unthinkable happened. In the 92nd minute, Laura Bassett scored a freak own-goal but there really was no time for the team to come back from that. As the whistle was blown the pitch was a scene of triumph and heartbreak - as sport often is; always made worse when it is England that have had their dreams crushed. They say a photo speaks a thousand words and the pain and cruelty of what had just happened was etched across the face of every English player, most so that of Bassett’s. As her team mates pushed cameras out of the way of her face as she wept into her hands, it was clear to see how close England had come to reaching the World Cup final.

At times like this, social media can be punishing, but within minutes, #proudofBassett was trending on Twitter – it was a costly mistake, but her World Cup performances had been outstanding and that goal wasn’t to over shadow this. The post-match interviews were challenging for every player but the team knew they had one more game to play – the third place play-off. Head coach Mark Sampson said before the game that he wanted England to be the best team in Europe at the end of this World Cup. Easier said than done when standing in their way was a team at the top of the world rankings: Germany. The greatest thing to see was Laura Bassett in the starting XI, throwing her body into tackle after tackle and proving why she'd been one of England's best players of the tournament. She'd put the semi-final heartbreak to the back of her mind and displayed courage of the highest order. As the match went on, there was a feeling that it was going to be one fatigue-ridden mistake that would take either team to victory and as it entered extra-time the realisation of an England vs. Germany penalty shootout was becoming more likely. Then in the 108^th minute, England were awarded a penalty, and as Fara Williams stood up to the spot, the hopes of a team and nation were relying on England’s most capped player. GOAL – inch perfect, bottom corner, England were 1-0 up with just over ten minutes to play; surely this was our time. Full time: England’s first win against Germany in 31 years. A sterling performance, a deserved third place and a 23-strong squad that will return home as heroes.

When England put on their jerseys to play, you can tell they want to win. For themselves, for their team, but most importantly, for their country –and that’s how it should be. The team have become household names, their photos have been strung across every newspaper and their third place win and outstanding tournament should, and will, become a tipping point in English Women’s football. They’ve broken records, inspired a generation and displayed exactly why women deserve a place in sport.

These girls can, will and have given everything in their sports – something that should be admired nationwide. It may be elite sport, but it is the grass roots where sports need to develop and accelerate so that in years to come, performances such as these can repeat themselves. Both of these performances can be a platform for that, women have lead the way and the repercussions can be vast.

Are sports stars selfish?

After listening to an interview by Rebecca Adlington on BBC Radio 4, I was taken aback firstly by how modest and humble she was about her achievements, but more so by how wrong she was that being an elite sportsman or woman was a selfish career choice.

One phrase nearly every elite athlete has used at least once is: "There is no I in team", and this phrase couldn’t be more correct. Behind every great sportsman or woman there is a support team. When young, this may consist of your family and one coach, but the older an athlete gets, the more experienced and elite they become. This 'team' soon grows to a group of people from physios to medics, psychologists to nutritionists. Adlington referred to this as one of the reasons why being an athlete can be seen as selfish. It’s not just the athlete doing something for them, there is a team of people all working and striving towards one goal: to make that athlete the best that they can be.

In the interview Adlington described how when she was much younger her parents acted as this whole support team; from taxi driver to nutritionist; time manager to physio; they became the only way she could manage to continue swimming. She went on to explain how this eventually became too much for her mum who was working full time and trying to care for the whole family, so she ended up quitting her job. At this point, there was inevitable financial stress on the family… but swimming was what Adlington loved, where she excelled - and most parents wouldn’t dream of taking this away from their child. Is this selfish? – Yes, maybe, but it was her parents' choice and they decided to support her in her successes, so really this was selfless of them?

Difficulies within families can arise when there is more than one child, especially if there isn’t a common goal and passion for one sport between them. This was the case with Adlington and with other sports stars such as the diver Tom Daley. However hard parents, family and friends try to make it a level playing field for all their children, when sport is the focus for just one. It is often easier said than done. The balancing act a parent has to make is to ensure all children are equally supported through academia and health is challenging, so again, maybe this can be viewed as selfish. However, if you saw your sibling succeeding and working hard to achieve their goal, perhaps this could have positive influences on the rest of the family?

One of Adlington’s main points was that being an athlete is selfish from the perspective that they aren't doing something for the greater good, perhaps like a career such as a doctor. So this is where I disagree most.

How can someone who acts as a role model, inspires others to take part in physical activity and sport, shows practice, determination and hard work means you can reach lifelong goals and  additionally brings families and nations together, be selfish? I’ve previously written about how the London 2012 Olympics brought people together, put the UK and our outstanding athletes on a world stage – but this is a key message for those humble sports men and women, you are so many people’s role models. Sport stars can have a direct effects on some individuals, perhaps through workshops, coaching and talks. Yet there are wider effect on the masses that can make real differences to a population.

The snowball effect that large sporting competitions can have on participation in sport, whether it is the Olympics, World Cup or World Championships is vast. Through increase in participation comes a number or other benefits, such as positive effects on individual physical and mental health and boosts to the economy that are hard to quantify. It may be the effect of just one sports man or woman, a combination of people or a team – however there is an effect and this is critical. One of the greatest effects I’ve experienced through sport and sporting stars is around the time of the Paralympics. Disability sport was at the forefront, standing alone in the media spotlight. I believe during this time there was a change in attitude and approach towards individuals with disabilities, focus was given to what they could achieve even under constraints, not about what they could not achieve. Channel4 termed them Superhumans, and for good reason. The effects on a whole population’s thoughts and feelings were altered, but what about the more personal effects on individuals who may have struggled to come to terms with their disability? The sportsmen and women who defy odds, break barriers and yet still stay smiling are an inspiration to us all, but particularly those with similar struggles. These sorts of effects are priceless.

So to any sports person, whether you are just starting out or at the height of your career. Whether you notice it or not, if the direct benefits aren’t initially obvious, somewhere out there you will be inspiring someone, and so surely, that isn’t a bad thing. You make a difference, and that’s not selfish. 

Lance Armstrong: The cheat and the questions we ask

In January 2013, live on TV, Lance Armstrong; cyclists' greatest became sports most unwanted athlete after admitting to one of the worlds biggest doping scandals. The anger, the upset, the backlash and the media turmoil that followed showed how one man could effect the thoughts, opinions and actions of others. There is no doubt that to hundreds and thousands of people, Armstrong was a role model - not just for what appeared to be his athletic greatness on a bike but his unbelievable recovery from cancer. It is this mix of hope and strength, yet poison and weakness that makes the story and this man so hard to understand. 

Armstrong was classified as winning the Tour de France a record-breaking 7 consecutive times; that was until, after years of speculation and tracking by officials, the US Anti-Doping Agency disqualified him for doping offences leading to a lifetime ban from cycling in 2012. Armstrong, rightly so, was additionally stripped of his race wins. It was decided by the cycling committee that these would not be redistributed to the worthy winner, which in itself, further strips those who performed and competed cleanly in those years of not just a medal, but of a lifetime goal. 

Cycling, in particular the Tour de France has never been short of drug and doping problems. It was this 'common factor' that Armstrong regularly referred to after admitting to his offence as a justification to his actions. Yet some athletes managed it, some managed to perform with their own body, through their own training and with no input from banned substances, so why couldn't he? 

Information about the fact it was not the actions of one man but more a whole team of people under Armstrong's control came out in the media following the revelations. For me, it showed how powerful, clever and manipulative Armstrong had been, but also that there were trained and professional people out there willing to put substances in athletes bodies, break rules and the sportsmanship of sport. Cycling along with other sports across the world have inputted strict and lengthily processes to stop the likes of Armstrong from ruining the race, games and competitive events for everyone else. Yet there is more to it than banning an athlete from their sport. The negative effects these media figures have is hard to quantify - their audiences often span generations, and so, does it teach those who aren't where they want to be in their career through training and hard work that there are other illegal options? Do scandals such as these take away from what sport should really be about?

There will always be conflicting views for both genders, of all ages in every sport for what the main purpose should be about. Is it competition, training and taking-part, or should it be win at all costs? The journey most professional athletes has to take is often filled with periods of triumph, defeat, injury and often questions; those of themselves, coaches and the media. There are often funding issues and sponsorship deals that come alongside competing. So was it these factors that spurred Armstrong on, was it his first tastes of victory that meant he wanted more, or was it his controlling personality that ultimately meant he couldn't stop until he had reached the top? 

If you have seen his interview with Oprah Winfrey where he admits to his lie, I think you will agree there was little compassion and regret in his voice. Two years later, 26th January 2015, Armstrong was interviewed again: "I'd change the man, not the decision to cheat". Take of this what you will. 

And so the question remains; will sport ever be drug free? 

Or is it more the questions that really come with this one: Are the punishments strong enough to deter those who think about cheating or re-offending following their bans? Is there enough evidence to show the physiological and psychological side-effects to an athlete from using drugs and doping in sport? Is there a rigorous enough process to cause athletes to worry about being caught and reconsider their actions? Finally, will there continue to be athletes who choose to live a sporting career on deceit and lies? I would personally answer ''No' to just one of these questions, why...because there is always someone out there who has to be the best. 

My final thought on Armstrong:

He Lived-Strong, Competed-Well, but Lied-Best. 

Bolt: The fastest man that's ever lived

Not many sportsmen or women can be recognised with the use of just their first or last name, but Usain Bolt is for one reason alone: he is the fastest man that has ever lived.

Although Bolt had previously been World Junior Champion, for many, the tall figure of this athlete stretching away from the rest of the 100 metre field in the Beijing 2008 Olympics was the first sight of his greatness. Bolt broke the world record clocking a time of 9.69 seconds. Yet what made this victory even more impressive was the fact he started to celebrate 10 metres before the finish line. Although Bolt was reported by some as being arrogant and disrespectful towards his fellow competitors, in my opinion he shocked himself at how far ahead he was, a lead like this was unthinkable for an Olympic 100m final. Things only got better for Bolt with the 200m to follow, which was his main event. He won the 200m final in similar record breaking style, making himself double Olympic Gold Champion, alongside making both a name and a pose for himself.

Following the Beijing Olympics, Bolt became the face of not only athletics, but adverts from sportswear to food products and broadband. As the fascination with his speed grew, so did the focus on this new sports personality. As with many stars, Bolt merchandise began to be produced and his name traveled to every town and city around the world. Questions into the reason for his speed, his training and whether he could run any faster began to capture sport scientists and the media.

Unlike many other top sprinters, Bolt standing at 6ft 5 inches is taller than the average sprinter, meaning his starting speed was often slower than the rest of the field. So is it his stride length? The fact he can maintain his maximum speed whilst others start to slow towards the end of the race? Or was it in fact that he ate a box of chicken nuggets the night before the final that propelled him to the gold? This may have been a frustrating for the hundreds of athletes that follow rigorous diets, but for the public, it added to his charm.

A year later and the World Championships in Berlin were upon us. As Bolt stood on the start line, he nodded to the camera as if to say 'you're about to see something special', which was, an understatement. 9.58 seconds. Unbelievable. What could make this even more extraordinary was his time of 19.19 seconds for the 200m. And with the surname Bolt, the puns were hitting every newspaper... lightning can strike twice. He had proved he wasn't a one trick pony and that he was to stay in this sport and inspire children and athletes around the world. Now Bolt could call himself a legend, surely?

Bolt continued to add to his medal tally and by London 2012 remained the favourite to win the Olympic triple; 100m, 200m and 4x100m relay. Yet leading up to the Olympics, the gap between Bolt and his competitors was narrowing. Bolt had admitted himself that he doesn't train as hard as the others in the Jamacian camp but that he had focused on his start, the 'weakest' part of his race. At London 2012, Bolt ran the second fastest time ever run over 100m (just behind his own world record) and became one of few athletes to successfully defend both their 100m and 200m Olympic golds. Yet it wasn't until this year, following his double win at the Moscow World Championships that admitted this legendary status, and rightly so.

So the question remains, can Usain Bolt be beaten? Can the fastest man in the world go any faster? Usain Bolt, the fastest man that's ever lived, the athlete, the showman. When will he be stopped, or when will he decide to stop?

Heading back to the Olympic Stadium: One Year On

By chance more than anything, I had recently started following The National Lottery on Twitter. I have been buying lottery tickets for years, not quite realising that, along with millions of others, we were helping the athletes we watch and cheer for on their path to greatness. Many of the athletes at the Olympics and Paralympics thanked the players of the Lottery for their contribution, however small and insignificant it may have been on their journey. As a 'thank you' some of these Lottery funded athletes agreed to take part in the National Lottery Anniversary Run, which was to be held in the newly named Queen Elizabeth Park. This was one event I was not going to miss out on!

The website to apply for tickets opened at 9 am. The website crashed not long after. However, there had been just enough time for my sisters and I to enter, and I was parading around the house as if I myself had just won Olympic gold. Soon after 10,000 people had their places in this momentous run, news of Chris Hoy starting the race was released, along with Paula Radcliffe and Victoria Pendleton who would be running it. I was now feeling like a double Olympic champion. The athletes I had watched, cheered for, cried at one year before, would not only have previously been where I was to soon be running, but they were actually going to be there with me.

The words Inspire and Legacy were at the forefront of the London 2012 Olympics. The aim, not only to show the world what matters to Britain but to increase participation and the country's interest in sport as a whole. This Anniversary Run was one of many events to be held in the wake of the games to bring the Olympic stadium and park to life again. The event itself was as amazing as I had hoped, crossing that finish line to then spot the first female Olympian Boxer Nicola Adams felt very surreal. Where hundreds of world class athletes had made themselves, there I was crossing the same line, with not quite as much style (or speed). Yet as it says on the back of my medal, 'I followed in the footsteps of legends' - something I will never forget. A part of London 2012 I can say I was involved in. 

The real question one year on is: Did the Olympics inspire a generation? For me, the fact that previously unknown London 2012 athletes were now household names showed how powerful they had actually been. The fact that paralympians were being recognised for their ability, rather than their disability was one of the best things to come from the games. London 2012 showed the power of sport in bringing people together, showing the world how the dedication and talent of athletes can lead to greatness. Proud to be British? Within minutes of the final firework at the Opening Ceremony, those 4 words were trending on Twitter and continued to be said for the following 2 weeks. In the words of Lord Coe, these Olympics were "Made in Britain", something we should be proud of. Whatever public opinion may be, one year on we all have the memories of London 2012 and the pictures of the stars that made that summer. 

Andy Murray – miserable or misunderstood?

It’s the time of year again when you feel it is both reasonable and necessary to spend 2 weeks watching the TV –Wimbledon is back. The luscious green lawns, the all familiar purple and green surroundings and of course the strawberries, Pimms and cream. Or, if you’re not that optimistic about Wimbledon… a sea of umbrellas on Henman Hill and another year of disappointment for the British.  

Yet in recent years it’s felt like all of this could change,

and I’m not talking about the roof over centre court. Andy Murray, the Scot (so he tells us). Miserable or Misunderstood? We all have our own opinions and as with many sport stars, the media has fuelled many of these opinions.

Is it his open mouth and aggressive face or his monotone post-match interview that has made him, some might say one of the least popular sports stars? Was it his comment about ‘supporting any team that was playing England in the World Cup’ that caused eyebrows to raise and his support to fall? Or is it in fact the media, focussing on his every miss-spoken word and printing photos of him when he has just lost a vital point, or is trailing in an important match?

The recent BBC documentary ‘The Man Behind the Racket’ gave a much needed insight to the man who we believe we know. For once it felt like the media were giving both sides to the story as opposed to one. Just like the summer of 2012, where Murray lost to Federer in a 5 set Wimbledon final, his tears at describing the Dunblane disaster showed how, underneath his steely exterior is an emotional and compassionate human being. What touched me most about this documentary was his friend Ross Hutchins describing how, when Murray found out Ross had Hodgkin's lymphoma, he researched into causes, treatment and emphasised to Ross the other athletes that had both suffered from this disease, but also recovered from it. Surely this isn’t something a supposed arrogant, selfless Andy Murray would do?

In my opinion, Murray is focussed and he knows the public’s and his own expectations. This can, and has come across at times, as aggressive and arrogant, but no one can take away from him that he is one of Britain’s most successful tennis players. After all, if Murray were to win Wimbledon, whether he call himself a Scot or a Brit, I feel the general public would embrace his achievement and perhaps misjudged opinions would change.

Andy Murray plays for a place in Wimbledon’s 2013 final tomorrow. So, which side of him will be shown in the media? And more importantly, which side will you see?